The Great I Am!

My Dedication: 

Thank You, Abba Father. Thank You, Jesus. Thank You, Holy Spirit.

Thank you, Mama Mary-Queen of Heaven.

Thank you, All the Saints. 

Thank You, To Pope Francis.

           To The Cardinals (& Cardinal Oswald Gracias),

           To The Arch-Bishops and The Bishops.

           To The Priests of all Orders & all Ranks.

And to my Mount Carmel Priests-Bandra West: -

Fr. Reuben Tellis, Fr. Christopher Goveas, Fr. Joe Pereira, Fr. Vernon Aguair and Fr. John Pereira.

And to The Nuns of all Orders & all Ranks.

And Eternally Thank You, Fr. Alvaro!

Thank you, Archangels Michael, Gabriel and Raphael.

To all Orders and Ranks of Angels, Thank you.

Thank you To my Guardian Angel.

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My People,

Good Morning! I am truly sorry, I know i did mention in my last letter, that i would have this letter posted in December. But there are things that happen, and there are things we learn! From all that i am learning i can say this:

Through Christ in the strength, courage and confidence He gives us, we can accomplish anything. 

Philippians 4:13 I can do all things in him who strengthens me.

Say it out loud, I CAN.

This is a beautiful song - Weather Any Storm - By Cody Francis. I ask you to listen. You will love it.

When we wake
Hear the birds and see the sun
Side by side our fears are done
Oh the good times just begun

Oh, we know what we have
Let's hold on tight
Found what we're looking for in life
Call us crazy but things are finally right
With you and I the future is bright

Oh, you and I we got it
Oh, we don't need no more
Oh, even in the hard times
You and I can weather any storm

Before sleep
Hear the crickets, see the moon
Side by side and through and through
No limit to what we can do

Oh, we know what we have
Let's hold on tight
Found what we're looking for in life
Call us crazy but things are finally right
With you and I the future is bright

Oh, you and I we got it
Oh, we don't need no more
Oh, even in the hard times
You and I can weather any storm

 

Sometimes, all it takes is one gesture, one word, to change the course of someone's life.

This is my life; these are my experiences and God's Amazing Grace!

Memory

My 1st Birthday! My mum makes me walk on the Dining Table. She is holding my hand, and I remember I cry out of fear. It makes no sense, right!

When I was 10-month-old, I fell from a height, my mother had kept me there as she was dressing up. Initially as there was no response, my mum has me checked by a doctor, who says I am okay.

My mother leaves me with an Egyptian caretaker, who I used to call mama. Later that day, she calls my mum and tells her that I have been crying and I had become blue as I would not stop. My mother then takes me to her company hospital, where the doctor says there is a slight fracture on my right hand. He put a cast and I was well after that. (My mum fills me, on these details.)

Going back to my 1st birthday, I as a person now, know why I am crying as a 1-year-old. The one year in me knows but I can’t explain it to my mother. I can see the depths from the table, and it scares me. And my mum is completely ignorant of what I am crying about. She insists that I walk. And I remember being completely terrified.

But I also remember the Bright flame from the Big White Candle on my Birthday Cake. And the flame is what I could see even when I was crying.

No matter how bad a storm is and how frightened we are, we must never let our eyes off Jesus. Jesus is the Light of the World.

This to me, has been a Light-House experience in my life!

My first time to Juhu Beach, I will never forget that day. I was six years old. I have never seen these many people in one place. It’s overcrowded.

I was inquisitive to see what is beyond. I kept walking and realizing after some time, that I had walked and not reached anywhere, I turned to look for my mom. I am unable to see her. I start crying. I am scared. I don’t know for how long I cried and kept moving. And then I stopped looked all over and one cop in plain clothes, suddenly, caught my hand and told me he will take me to my mom. And he did.

I don’t remember anything after I saw my mom.

But I remember one thing, after this incident, if someone ever told me not to open a door, I never did. If someone told me don’t do a certain thing. I never did. I learnt it never pays being inquisitive. A lesson I never intend to forget.

I do what God tells me, whatever and wherever His Grace leads me. Always, to do, what He has in His Will for me.

It is God, Who made a Cop find me and bring me home. I will never forget Gods Wonderfulness. Abba watched over me.

Here I am, Lord, I come to do Your Will!

Growing up I had 3 SuperHeroes

I always saw Jesus in my dreams! My first, SuperHero. Always with the most beautiful smile, a dream I always cherish.

I always loved to hear Fr. Joe sing. To what I remember, He was so passionate about the Eucharistic Adoration. He gave His best. He sang to perfection. There are some hymns that I have not forgotten. And when I close my eyes, I can still hear the roaring echo in the Church, long after the years have passed. That is the height of His Passion to Jesus. Nobody, like Fr. Joe.

There were times, I would dream to stand near Fr. Joe. But it never happened. My uncle would bring us to Church, and we would sit way behind. One day at Fr. Joes mass and at communion time, I tried walking to Fr. Joe, but He was already walking towards the stairs. He did not see me come.

(I learnt this very early on in life and a very important lesson, to wait for my turn.)

The second instance- In the morning and on my way to school, (Mt. Mary's), near to the office, that is side to the Church, I saw Fr. Joe speaking to another Priest. And I saw Him from close that was truly a blessing. It would be a dream to wish Fr. Joe ‘Good Morning’, but I saw He was really engrossed. He was. I passed Him by.

Third instance, when Fr. Joe had come home. It was a Thursday, my brothers' holiday. My brother, Adrian, was home. I learnt from him that Fr. Joe had come. That day was difficult for me. So, I closed that part in my head.

Just 3 years back when I was in Mangalore, my mom was cleaning my dad’s stuff. I saw one of my letters addressed to my parents. I opened the letter and there was a handwritten last name Fr. Pereira. I struggled for a matter of time, who Fr. Pereira could be, and I read everything in the letter. Then like a flash of lightning, I remembered Fr. Joe had come home and back then I addressed Him as Fr. Pereira.

And in 2008, when I did come to Mt. Carmel, it was one of the days when I heard Fr. Joe celebrate His mass. I know I had tears in my eyes, because this was Gods wonder.

From all of my experiences, I learnt that I must do things only when God permits me. In 2019 December, God permitted me, and I made my confession with Fr. Joe. What a truly wonderful day that was.

Every time, I would want to write... Yesterday, the 7th of February, Jesus permitted me to write on Fr. Joe. So, in all obedience, I write on one of my SuperHeroes.

He was always passionate about the Eucharistic Adoration. It was beautiful to watch and beautiful when I think of it. I still remember, what it meant watching Fr. Joe as a kid. I carry those memories with me. 

My third, superhero was Super Man. His mission-always to save anyone in distress. Always to the rescue.

Eucharistic Adoration Priests: -

Fr. Ashlyn would always say come and sit before Jesus. No matter what your situation is or feels like, come and sit before Jesus. He would insist when saying, ‘Come and sit before Jesus.

Fr. Ashlyn had back then introduced on Mondays a 3-hour Adoration in the Church. Yes, it was long. But i learnt a lot.

YES: Come and sit! Come!

During the pandemic, Fr. Reuben had made 2 videos, which were an hour each, of the Eucharistic Adoration which were so beautiful. There were other Eucharistic Adoration videos too. But to me, the 1-hour Adoration videos were everything. Jesus strengthened me.

Fr. Reuben kept it simple. He has an exceptional voice. Every time I hear Fr. Reuben sing, it is unexplainable! unexplainable! unexplainable!

I am thankful to God for all His many graces.

FACTS

In one of my dreams, there was this evil woman who kept punching me really bad. When I woke up from my sleep, there was a terrible pain, after having being punched. To me it was not just a dream.

One day, on entering my room, I got punched on my eye. The punch was forceful. I immediately called on Padre Pio, while all the time, holding my eye. I went near the mirror praying. There was terrible pain, because the punch was really bad. But when i looked at the mirror, my eye looked 100% good. I looked for anything in the room that could have hit me that bad. But I could find nothing.

When in College, I had gotten this lump on my left of the throat. It had gotten big. Two weeks and it was still the same. I went to the family doctor who advised me immediately to go to the M.D. whose name he had given me. So the next morning we went to the doctor, he told me that it could be T.B. and so I would need to get admitted in the hospital as he would have to perform a surgery. I wore Our Lady of Lourdes Rosary and went to college. The next morning when I woke up, the lump had completely disappeared. Mama Mary had saved me-Our Lady of Lourdes had rescued me. I was completely, miraculously, healed.

2 Corinthians 6:2 “Now is the time of God’s favor.”

NOW is the time God wants to amaze us with His goodness.

When you have a faith filled with expectation, you will see God show up in amazing ways.

WAIT with Expectancy — believe in your heart that God can make it happen today!

In Dreams

Mont-Saint-Michel:- In one of my dreams, I have been to this place in France. A few months after my brother Adrians death in 2005, I and my brother Adrian had been there. I remember getting off the bus.

When I woke from my dream, I did not know if this place ever existed. A few months after the dream, I saw this picture in the yahoo page as an advertisement. I was totally amazed at the accuracy of which I saw the place.

Up to that moment, I never knew the place ever existed.

Le passage du gois:- Just the last year, 2022, in my dreams I suddenly landed in the middle of the road, with the sea on both the sides. Luckily the sea was not roaring. But the water was coming up on both the sides. And we could not see the road going ahead. I told the driver, take it back, because we could see the road backwards. But as I was speaking, we could see vehicles coming up behind us, and people advised us to walk it up, leaving the vehicles just there. At which point my dream broke.

This happens to be in France again.

I don’t know how I am connected with these two places. Only God knows? Everything is always up to God!

In one of my dreams, years back, I dreamt I was unable to enter my parents’ home in Mangalore. I had not been to Mangalore for a long time. 

My dad had come for the holidays, I thought, I need to let my dad know of my dream and ask him why I could not enter from a particular spot. My dad tells me he had a new gate built in that spot. To me in my dreams, it was invisible, and it was the only thing that stopped me from entering.

Numbers

Of all the gifts, this is also an amazing gift of God. And I have been able to see numbers take shape since a very long time. 

But the formation of numbers, started in December 2022. I was just thinking on a particular question and when I looked around all the answers to my questions were in numbers and coming in a systematic order. It was beautiful to my mind and to my eyes. 

Amazing and Awesome is our God!

I got my answer, in a series of numbers, and everything confirming my question. How truly amazing our God is!

And then from that moment on, the answers are always coming in a series. They always were coming, 1 at a time, but now it is  beautiful and unbelievable.

I AM (GOD, The Great I AM)

I=9 A=1 M=13 =23

This is the 23rd YEAR

We have a 23rd every month of the year.

Every 23 + 23 = 46

We have 55 every 23rd (each month of the year)

We have 55 on the 23rd of November too.

We have 5511 on the 23rd of Nov Year23

2+3=5 Date         2+3=5 Year          11 Month (NOV)

Date 05=5      / Month May=05 / Year 2+3=5 ==555

Date (23)2+3=5 / Month May=05 / Year 2+3=5 ==555

I realized yesterday (02/03/2023) I missed out on this

2+3=5 Date         2+3=5 Year

Behold, you shall call nations that you know not,

and nations that knew you not shall run to you,

because of the Lord your God, and of the Holy One of Israel,

for he has glorified you. Isaiah 55:5

so shall my word be that goes forth from my mouth;

it shall not return to me empty,

but it shall accomplish that which I purpose,

and prosper in the thing for which I sent it. Isaiah 55:11

23 refers to THE GREAT I AM - This is the year.

1221

I would see this on my cell all the time. Never understood what it actually meant.

I knew it was a reminder. But at the time, I did not understand what it did mean?

Now I know,

ABBA = 1221 (Each alphabet, A=1 and B=2)

ABBA, my Father was reminding me that He was with me. Now I Am Joyous!

Abba Father, changed my life that day in the month of May-June when I was 9. I will forever sing the wonderfulness of God. It takes one word to change a person’s life. Abba Father, called me by my name. Abba changed my life forever. Nothing will ever be the same.

In the scriptures God is called “The Great I Am,”

God is with us in the present...right now.

Today is a new day — a new opportunity!

Let us not lose sight of the fact that God wants to do something great in our lives today.

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