When the Archangel Gabriel
announces to the Virgin Mary the plans of the Most High, Mary listens and asks
a question to understand what the Lord is asking of her. Then she replies, ‘Be
it done unto me according to thy word!’ Mary chose the will of God.
In an outpouring of love - Jesus accepts
the sacrifice that the Father is asking of Him - Like a lamb that is led to the
slaughter.
Jesus had told His disciples - 'This
is why my Father loves me, because I lay down my life to take it up again
afterwards. Nobody can take it; I lay it down of my own accord. I am free to
lay it down and free to take it up again.'
To love fully is to give your all, holding
nothing back. It’s a total surrender. Only when you love someone can you fully understand.
To surrender is to hold infinite
love in the heart. The heart becomes the enflamed fire – the fire of love, thus
denying everything to self for the betterment of the other.
Day 24th November, 2014
– I nearly had tears in my eyes at the 7:30 am mass, when I heard Abba Father,
tell me not to cry and to keep my head high.
God's love is unconditional and He longs for us to give ourselves completely. A
soul in love knows suffering finds the yoke easy and the burden light, because
Jesus carries it upon His shoulders. But there are people who do not
understand that even when God's Will seems painful it coincides perfectly with
our surrender.
We have to be like Jesus, meek and
humble of heart. His yoke is freedom and love which He won for us on the Cross.
Sin is a voluntary evil that in no
way would it be sin if it did not have its origin in the will. This is the
freedom with which Christ has ransomed us. That is why He teaches, 'if the
Son makes you free, you will be free indeed'.
If we reflect on the teachings of Jesus, we will see how gently Christ invites:
'If you have a mind to be perfect... If any man would come after me...' His
implies no violence.
The young man found it difficult to
let go of his worldly possessions. He lost his happiness because he refused to
hand over his freedom to God.
When we breathe this air of freedom
we understand that evil is enslavement. 'He who sins against God does his will but
he is no longer free from blame. Such a person has acted according to his will
and he has become the slave of his decision, for the absence of God, where
there is no freedom to be found.
Love of God marks out the way of
truth, justice and goodness. When we make up our minds to tell Our Lord, 'I put
my freedom in your hands, I surrender' we find ourselves loosed from the many
chains that were binding us to the ridiculous cares of the world.
Only when we love do we attain
freedom - the freedom of not wanting to ever abandon, for all eternity, the
object of our love.
How do i define truth?
It’s just simple words. I ask a simple question, ‘Do you love me?’
You answer with a pause, ‘Yes, I love you.’ A simple answer to a simple
question- an uncomplicated sentence becomes the truth.
You took a moment to think and then
the answer came right from your heart. Truth always is related to the heart. Without love, there can be no truth. Jesus is the way, the truth and the
life. Jesus said the mouth speaks what
the heart is full of, so tell me if the heart is full of deceit will it ever
speak the truth? It certainly will not. Matthew 12:34 states: - For the mouth speaks
what the heart is full of.
We know that God is faithful. How
do we know that? Faithful has its bearing to the Truth.
The world is a funny place I know
you will agree, maybe half heartedly. But you and I have to walk the way, I‘d
love that we agree to something.
Truth is always a beautiful thing.
It hurts, but in time it strengthens you.
With the passing of time I have
always heard people complain of one thing, that everybody lies. It sets a
precedence for the people who want to make that as a standard line for the
future. What the sentence implies is that one wants to stick with what they are
familiar with. To be good is difficult. To follow the truth means to deny
oneself, to co-exist in a world filled with hate, violence, corruption and yet
show love to the ones who do you wrong on purpose. To forgive, like Jesus, to
lay down your life that is the call of the CROSS-that is the call for us
Christians.
Numbers
23:19 states: God is not man, that he should lie, or a son of man, that he should repent. Has he said, and will he not do it? Or has he spoken, and will he not fulfil it?
God speaks and confirms His promise.
God is faithful. Genesis starts with the universe coming into existence. How
often we must have read the chapter and how often must we have missed on
understanding what it implies. God brings about His best for man. He stretches
His hand to bring about the whole constellation, the Sun, the Moon and the
stars into being. He separates Day from Night.
Genesis
1:27 states - So God created man in his own image, in the
image of God he created him; male and female he created them.
God created
us in His image. He took time over everything He brought forward. He did not
create us when He was bored and then leave us forlorn and dejected.
To be wanted by the one we love,
that is the strongest desire and desire it is that we are here, it is the
strongest form of LOVE. God needed us from the beginning. He planned each one of
us in His time. We were no accidents in His sublime plan for our lives. You and
I were always wanted. We always are. Man’s greatest hunger is not just food it is a
hunger no doubt. But what kills a man other than food is also the second
greatest hunger; it is the hunger of the heart. Our greatest craving, our
greatest need – to be loved. We are never more stronger than when we are truly
loved.
When we became victims of sin, God
promised us His Son-Jesus who would carry our sins upon Himself so that we
would be redeemed.
I love that we are still on this
conversation, I do love you with all of my heart and I pray to God Almighty,
that as you read that every hurt that is in you be replaced with all the love
and contentment that is GOD.
God needed us He brought us into
the world. He knew before creation, before everything that could be anything,
He knew that HE that is God, would have to sacrifice His only Son Jesus, to the
most humiliating and gruesome (torturous) killing in all of history. But He needed us, so much. So much love from
the beginning. He needed us. He needed you, He needed me. People fear speaking
of love. They feel love makes you weak. But it is not true. The strength of a
man or a woman is not in denying love. Love makes you strong. Look at God,
seated in all His power. No God like Him. HE is the one and only. The Alpha and
the Omega – a God Who needs me a God Who needs you.
Whenever someone makes you feel
small, don’t. We are all made to be equal, in the likeness of God. You have a
God given potential in you use it to God’s glory.
The Bible is THE TRUTH – It is a promise that
is renewed over and over till the PROMISE (JESUS) was delivered. Ever often we
fail to see God’s divinity. We forget we need to show our reverence to the Holy
of Holy’s. We need to need Him with the strongest desire in our Hearts just the
way He always needed us and continues to need us.
Day 6th December, 2014 –
I entered Church exactly after the Gospel. I felt God’s presence so strong, it
is indescribable. I felt Peace, I felt like dancing and I felt
contentment. I felt God.
Forgive anyone who does you wrong,
no matter how bad the hurt. And if you could reach out to them with love-a love
from the depths of your heart. Remember
St. Stephen in his dying breath continued praying for the people who were
stoning him to death. That is how our
love should be. Love through the
heartache. Love expecting nothing.
Emptying yourself and letting God prevail.
As I walk, there were times, when
God would on purpose bring a person on my path and this happened often. I
learned I had no choice but to walk slowly. I learnt to be even more patient and sometimes
I walked a step at a time. Later I understood how walking fast made me cough a
lot, two valuable lessons at a go.
When we are on our way to achieve
our goals, when something comes in between and blocks our path or causes
hindrance, we lose our direction. We get mad, and sometimes some people get
abusive.
When people get impatient they lose
their focus. They begin to think that God has abandoned them.
When something becomes a hindrance,
we must not look back but continue on our journey knowing that whatever may
come our way cannot destroy or harm us.
But rather we must look at it from the perspective that it is what God has
brought along our path, to show us our true potential and make us a strong
people. From my personal experience I have learnt to not focus on what causes the hindrance,
but rather to enjoy the moment no matter where or what I am doing.
I know what it is to be tormented.
I know what people can do when they want to get even. I have seen the bad and
how worst it can really get. I have been there, seen it all. And I have seen
God’s saving grace. HE never abandons the one who believes in Him.
A PERSON CAN DO
ONLY THAT MUCH HARM - TO WHAT GOD PERMITS.
If a person intends to harm me, God
will allow only so much – that which is required for me to go through. And
whatever a person uses to harm me with, God will use it to bless me with.
Romans
8:28 states - We know that in everything God works for good
with those who love him, who are called according to his purpose.
Faith is a strong belief. It’s not
that things are going to be easy. No they won’t. It’s not that you can pray and
things will fall onto your lap. For certain people things just happen. But
those are very few occasions.
I’m a believer. I believe that things
do come to pass. I have never gotten everything I wanted. Sometimes I wonder
what would happen to us if we got everything we ever wanted. Would we know God,
would we have this want? I shudder to think.
We need God, I need – I want Him
with every fibre in my being.
There are so many things that I
wished for. If I could name one thing
that I wished came true, I wonder what I would say. Do I regret my life? No.
I could never and the only reason
is that I got more than I ever asked. I
got LOVE. People search their whole lives and even being amidst it fail to
recognize it. Love is here, when we come to the world. IT is right there in the
heart of the person. IT is something that needs to be practised on every day,
kind of like exercising the muscles in our body.
When I found LOVE - I found God. I
am blessed with a whole world of LOVE, with the angels and the saints. I know
God. I truly know Him.
I have not gotten what I wished,
but I have gotten what God wished for me – HIMSELF.
Often we wonder what the Truth is.
We complicate it. In a world governed by hate, corruption, lies, greed, lust –
it is difficult to find a way when hate is all you see and know.
What I can do is a question you ask? You believe that majority is power.
I believe a single person can move an entire nation. Like you, I can by
myself do nothing. But Philippians 4:13 reminds us all that : ‘I can do all
things through Him who strengthens me.
With all my Love,
For Love Prevails!
AnitA.
PRAYER: Abba, Father, keep me
obedient and always faithful. Remember, this your servant.
Mama Mary keep me humble, I pray. Amen.
November, 23rd 2014 –
Holy Hour, Fr. William. Amazing.
November, 25th 2014 –
Holy Hour, Fr. Ashlyn. Simply amazing, I will remember it forever. Give Thanks.
Day 8th December, 2014 –
I had my holiday moved from (today the 8th) a Monday to a Saturday the
13th, so I could begin with my much awaited holidays, 13th
December, 2014 - 5th January 2015. It’s been long overdue. I thank
You and praise You Almighty God.