Monday, September 18, 2017

To eternity with LOVE!

This is my dedication to all the Priests of all orders, of all ranks and of all times Past, Present and the future!...

I am very sorry for my delay. 

My People,
Hello! It is an inexpressible moment when no matter how broken you feel, you know that nothing can stop the feeling in your Heart. When God writes, who can write it out! Love in our hearts is a fire that burns and what on Earth can phase God’s fire out? To You my Beloved! To eternity with LOVE!

Mine by covenant mine forever, mine as an unchanging GOD, my Redeemer my Redeemer, how sweet to call You mine.

I am my beloved’s, and his desire is for me. Song of Solomon 7:10

Trust that the message you most need to hear will find you no matter where you are. This is my belief. 

I grew up listening to Country. The one that soothed my heart was Don Williams (September 8). I love all of his songs but these are the two songs I played each and every day. "Lord, I Hope This Day Is Good“ and "I've been loved by the best” - I always sing this to Jesus.

"Lord, I Hope This Day Is Good"
Lord, I hope this day is good
I'm feelin' empty and misunderstood
I should be thankful, Lord, I know I should
But Lord I hope this day is good

Lord, have you forgotten me
I've been prayin' to you faithfully
I'm not sayin' I'm a righteous man
But Lord I hope you understand

I don't need fortune and I don't need fame
Send down the thunder, Lord, send down the rain
But when you're plannin' just how it will be
Plan a good day for me

Lord, I hope this day is good
I'm feelin' empty and misunderstood
I should be thankful, Lord, I know I should
But Lord I hope this day is good

You've been the King since the dawn of time
All that I'm askin' is a little less crime
It might be hard for the devil to do
But it would be easy for you

Lord, I hope this day is good
I'm feelin' empty and misunderstood
I should be thankful, Lord, I know I should
But Lord I hope this day is good 

“I've been loved by the best”
Darling if you ever leave me
Well I'll just put my heart away
I couldn't love again believe me
No one could please me anyway
And if another ever came along
I'd just turn them down cause after all


I've been loved by the best
I can't settle now for less
Why bother with the rest
Ba-by I've been to the top I guess
With you I have been blessed
I won't take nothing less I've been loved by the best

If you ever get tired of me
Well I won't look for someone new
Cause looking back on how you loved me
No one could measure up to you
And if they try to win this heart of mine
I'd just have to say don't waste your time. Chorus Repeat

When I look into your eyes I know
You're the only love I ever want
'Cause, after you and me
Baby, I can see
Nothin' else could be even close. Chorus Repeat

It is when we become alienated that we become a people who lack compassion and tenderness. We forget that life is a gift – a gift we are called to share with others in this our home called Earth.
When you look at the way the world is, it cannot come as a surprise that we chose the path, that leads to complete destruction. Pray tell me where it is written that hurting ones fellow brethren or hating is in the will of God? How can we justify? Hate is quick. And God does not hate. God is a God of love.

The feminist view is that the woman is free to do as she pleases. But the Bible says that the woman was made from the man and for the man. By being a helper, the woman finds her greatest fulfillment, because she is functioning as God designed her.
It was the woman, who acted independently of God and who used her influence to draw her husband into sin with her.
In today’s society the ideal woman is aggressive. She is in control of her own life. A woman who aims to reach the Pinnacle. All she wants is the money and the power.
Vanity of vanities-all is vanity; Ecclesiastes 1:2. They think it is power but power to reach where. The more further a woman goes looking for power the further she gets from God. God created us, let us trust Him to take us where He knows we will be a perfect fit. Whatever He chooses to give, it is His to give. It has to be a God ordained moment. Not one minute early and not a second late. SURRENDER!

The Bible speaks – LISTEN.

Unfortunately, Satan’s tactics have not changed since his encounter with Eve in the garden. He is subtle, and deceptive. The enemy subtly persuades women to stand up for their rights; by telling them that they have a right to be happy; and that a lifestyle of serving is bondage.
On the other hand, he makes a ‘virtuous woman’ look helpless and utterly incapable of life. The devil is a liar, a deceiver and a destroyer.
I heard it somewhere that when couples keep God first, they will love each other better. In a marriage, we all know that two become one, then shouldn't it be, for ex: If my husband is hurt then I hurt, if he is happy then I am happy too. It is not slavery it is the way God ordained it to be. As a couple we think alike, we think for each other. There can be no I.
We are not waging a war with men, when we say women power, we are waging a war with our self there is no other person. Nobody needs to destroy a woman, she can be self-destructive. Look at Eve, they were given Paradise and look at how her temptation for power, got her and Adam out of Paradise. That is how women are. We need to grow up and seriously speaking - real fast. 

Points to REMEMBER
1. The true model the ‘Holy Family’ Jesus, Mary and Joseph.
2. It is good to always esteem others better than oneself.
3. Do not be easily angered - anger destroys.
4. A wife must be obedient to her husband. A woman's need to control the man is part of the curse that resulted in Adam and Eve being banished from Paradise. God has designated man to be the head of the family. The wife, by her obedience to her husband influences the behavior of her children.
5. The joyful woman radiates God. Bitterness is harmful.
6. Forgiveness brings in love. An angry woman holds on to the hurt and tears down her home.
7. Believe that the one you married is the best there ever will be. Love him/her with all your heart. Love your children; with no favoritism. Absolutely nothing will ever be better than love. When you give them yourselves, you have given them the world. 

May God grant to us a fresh outpouring of humility and obedience, to understand His ways over our life?

We all need to start, somewhere, in life-no matter how far we have progressed. Everything in life needs a start, so why not us humans, of what I understand, these are the terms, we use for things;
Kickstart or self-Start a Bike
Jumpstart a Car
Boot PC (computer related)
Sounds familiar! We need to renew ourselves in the Holy Spirit. This is the start up we need. We need to begin early in the Morning, we need to pray for the infilling of the Spirit of God. Each morning, we begin afresh. Each morning, is a promise to a new beginning with the Holy Spirit. Wake up now!

Song of Songs, ch 3 –- He Whom My Heart Loves.
Upon my bed by night
I sought him whom my soul loves;
I sought him, but found him not;
    I called him, but he gave no answer.

 “I will rise now and go about the city,
    in the streets and in the squares;
  I will seek him whom my soul loves.”
    I sought him, but found him not.

  The watchmen found me,
    as they went about in the city.
   “Have you seen him whom my soul loves?”
    Scarcely had I passed them,
    when I found him whom my soul loves.
 I held him, and would not let him go
    until I had brought him into my mother’s house,
    and into the chamber of her that conceived me.

 I adjure you, O daughters of Jerusalem,
    by the gazelles or the hinds of the field,
    that you stir not up nor awaken love
    until it please.

I love the Lion for its fierceness. My brother always loved Horses. When he was small he would always expect mom to get him a real Horse. But he would be happy when he got a plastic one.
Once during a meeting, a HR asked me for my favourite animal, she wanted me to name only 1. I replied to her the Lion and the Horse. She said I asked you one, I told her well I’m giving you two. I live with the fondest memories of my brother; they are always a part of me. They make me want to be a nicer person; a person who knows that life is and can be unpredictable. You never know what life holds, so you want to love with all your heart and never let one millisecond go wasted. Every second is so precious. Love with all your heart and never let time pass you by with not having loved. That time will never come back again. Love with everything in your heart! For every person is precious and love even more!
My fondest memories of my childhood have always been with my brother. He was the best part of growing up. I can’t imagine those years without him. I thank God for him and every day.
We could talk for hours together and when I would get up to cook, his theory was simple-don’t cook just add Potatoes and water to whatever is remaining. I would have a hearty laugh but it was that simple with him. Sometimes we would remain awake till 03:00 am just talking and still we would not be tired. We always watched cartoons and movies together and especially horror movies. He would always tell me in advance if there was a movie so that we could watch it together.
Now I watch movies occasionally. I have given up on horror movies, as advised by God.
My brother Adrian would always tell me, that no matter where in the world he could be, he would make his way home to have home baked cakes. I miss him every day and more at Christmas. The thing that comforts me most is that he is with my sweet Jesus, the best place to be. As told to me by my sweet Jesus. 

Things in life don’t always make sense. Sometimes people say or do the meanest things. We all have certain bad experiences. This is one of my experiences. I have had people come and say really terrible and awful things to my face and I have just stood with disbelief each time something like this happens. For instance:-I am in the 4th Standard and my class teacher who also happens to be the Math teacher always has this routine, she calls me to work the problems on the board. She will keep 4 problems for me to work and she will wait for me to make a mistake. If I get the first two correct, then she would wait for me to make a mistake on the 3rd one and then make me kneel for no fault of mine. And she would tell the class how I fight with my brother and everyone would have a hearty laugh. She made it her mission to punish me for something or the other. It did not bother me that they laughed, I got used to it. The funny thing is me and my brother hardly fought when we were small. I loved him and I was always responsible for him. This was my everyday routine in my 4th year in school. I never ever told my mom. I did not have to, I was a good student.
From childhood I have this patience that is a grace of God. Thank God life had its moments. This much I know with a certainty that God is always with me.  

I lived my rebellious years but God was always the Center of my Universe. I can be 'point-blank'(my cousin calls me) blunt. If God tells me to speak I will. Sometimes when you are done saying the things that need to be said, you know that this could be the end of the road! But the end if trusting in God leads to the end, then that end is better than all the other pathways.

From one of St. Francis of Assisi’s letters: We must be simple, humble and pure. We should never desire to be over others. Instead, we ought to be servants who are submissive to every human being for God’s sake. The Spirit of the Lord will rest on all who live in this way and persevere in it to the end. He will permanently dwell in them. They will be the Father’s children who do His work.
We are a highly competitive world. Each one of us has some reason or the other to be insecure. From the President, the Prime-Minister, the Sportsman to the common man, everybody around the World, faces some sort of fear. Our fears make us believe that we lack.

The desire for Money is the motivating force behind everything evil that has plagued people since the beginning of time.
A man needs a family, a roof above his head, two times food. And God provides.
We can’t have everything and must not wish for everything. We need to fight the urge. When we continuously give in to our wants we get entrapped.

The entrapment-All that glitters is Gold. The illusion is of power and wealth. We want all of it. We see what our neighbour has and we want it, we can’t stop. That is the trouble.
The devil uses the deception to hold us back. And this goes on for an entire life time. One becomes enslaved, to the unending wants and gets hooked on forever. One will never ever realize what they missed. The deception is to make you believe that you were meant to have everything of the world. (Everything that one gets-must be in the Will of God) Let go of the worldly things and you will see the Truth for what it is-Let God lead. Hold on to the things of the world and you will run short on time to get to Jesus. What do you do?
If we could see what the devil only knows so well, we would stop listening to him and fight to keep God in our every thought.

Oh Lord! Have mercy on me a wretched sinner!  

I cease to exist. But Jesus lives in me. God must be magnified in and through me. When the person approaches me whoever he or she might be they must encounter the Living God. I am not I but Jesus lives in me.....
I always ask of Jesus, 'I pray bid me Jesus to suffer with You; Yet not my will but Yours be done.' I desire to be with Jesus.  

Hate is a strong word. Hate rules every aspect of one’s choices and limits ones thoughts. Hatred brings no good. Hate begins with irritation or dislike. When one has no control over rage then things go out of hand. And if one wants to be always right, then most certainly one can and will shut people up. Stubbornness, pride and control over money are a powerful intoxicant and combine it with Hate, then you have a lethal combination. Hate can at times win, but not always.

God is watching us always, from a distance! Sirach 7:1-2 ‘Do no evil, and evil will never befall you. Stay away from wrong, and it will turn away from you.’

Day 16th July, 2017.
I was on my way home from the Retreat, when on Bazar Road (near Mt. Carmel’s), I saw couple of the youth (college crowd) completely drunk, both male and female still drinking with bottles in hand and throwing liquor on each other. This is certainly not our way of celebrating the Mt. Carmel Feast. I could smell liquor all around. I don’t drink. I was sitting at the side but watching them throw liquor I sat in the middle of the rickshaw so it would not fall on me.
Supposing a non Christian walked that way? Would this not count as an offensive behaviour? I don’t know what the Law states, but this is not the way Christians should behave. It gives a bad impression. We represent – Our Mother Mary, in a very bad way.

30th July, 2017.   10:15 a.m. – Fr. Daniel
What an inspirational and uplifting homily!!!

1st August, 2017.  Prayer Service at St. Joseph.
My Cousin-Janet's Birthday.

After the prayer service I waited at the bus stand. I cannot actually walk a long distance due to an Asthma attack.
I wait for a 214 to show up but The Spirit of God instructs me to walk. I find it difficult and I let the Holy Spirit know. The Spirit of God tells me we will walk together and you won’t feel a thing. I start to walk and as I do I don’t feel what I thought I should. I feel better. As I continue and reach a certain spot, the Spirit of God tells me now there are 10 minutes more thus encouraging me to walk. And I look at the distance and I say there are 15 minutes. I continue to take a step and as I do a lady taps on my shoulder from inside the rickshaw and she says get in. I looked at her and I did.
We got down together. I offered to pay half the amount as she had already paid the fare. She looked at me sternly as she replied no. I told her thank you and told her that you came at the right time. I told her I was having an Asthma condition, to which she told me you could have taken the rickshaw further. I replied a little walking is good for me.
Here’s the thing GOD is always right. It was 5 minutes on the rickshaw then 5 minutes to walk. Total 10 minutes in all. I saw with human eyes, I saw the ‘Road.’ Holy Spirit made the ‘Way.’
As human as we are, something’s are beyond us, we need to see with the eyes of FAITH!

5th August, 2017. 1st Saturday, Our Lady of Fatima.

As I entered Sr. Cynthia wanted to speak and I think we may have spoken for (maybe) nearly 20 minutes or so. It felt long. She had so many questions. I tried as much as I could to answer and remove her doubts, but when one is convinced to judge you there is nothing one can do, something that took me time to realize.
Sister has this wrong notion about me. Sister thinks that my parents have split, twice she tried asking me and leading to that question and still not believing what I told her. And I told her my parents are very much together. She thinks that I am unhappy and that is far from the truth. Sister believes that I love to squander money (that I like to sit and eat). Sister thinks that I am a person with no cares in the world. She told me it shows on my face all the time.
I told her I trust in God. I told Sister if calamity hit from all sides, there could be a Tornado on my right, a twister from my left an earthquake before me or whatever but where I would be standing, nothing could possibly affect me, I would be safe for this is my trust in God. I tried explaining to her but she simply was not convinced. I told her I don’t talk about my problems. I told her that God is bigger than all our problems. Truly we must magnify God and not our problems.

I was breathing a little bit with difficulty and she asked me how it was so I told her it could be the weather and Sister replied no. It is something else; I just cut short the topic, knowing where it could have gone.
She insisted on wanting to talk to me and I thought why not, after all she is a nun. All that I have learnt watching my Parents was to respect the ‘Holy order’- Priests and Nuns.
Sister told me to come on the 8th August at 02:30. Sister wanted to speak.

8th August, 2017.
Prayer Service at St. Joseph.
When we began to speak there was no Eucharistic Adoration at the time. Honestly when Sister asked me to be there for the talk-I would never think otherwise. But the ‘Holy Spirit’ had already instructed me to what her questions would be.
At one point Sister told me that I was wrong, I told her if I was, Jesus would have told me so. But Jesus did not. She kept quiet.
When prayers were to begin, I thought it was over. She told me to come after prayers. And immediately after the prayers she looked at me as if to call.
It is the hour of Adoration.
When I was at my seat, Jesus told me to give no explanation to the second part of the conversation with Sister. It was then that I knew that it would not be easy.
The feeling when someone stabs you over and over. And the One you love is right before you. And you are being judged and ridiculed on no wrong doing on your path. From where I was asked to sit Jesus was straight ahead of me. I looked at Jesus helplessly. I was very hurt and at one point I wanted to walk away. But I could see Jesus and then in His presence to offend Sister, would be to offend Him, whom my heart loves.

Sister spoke in a calm tone all the time insisting that I should accept everything she was saying (the things she said were plain bad, something you don't expect from a nun). When she was accusing me I told sister don't worry from next week, I won't come. And Sister told me that's okay if you don't come. It's not a force to come. Sister insistently told me you should worry about what people think about you. I told her I care about people but I do not care about what they think and I do not care about what you think, I care about what Jesus thinks.
I was angry and I maintained silence. I did not speak till sister forced me to speak. I told her I was angry and I did not want to speak in anger because that would be a sin. Sister judged me with no compassion and no mercy. 

I reminded Sister Cynthia, that she was accusing me and she told me no I am not, I said when you question me, you don’t even know me and yet you judge me and when you do, you accuse me. Three times, I reminded Sister, ‘We are sitting right in the presence of Jesus, and you are judging me while having no mercy or compassion towards me.’

Sister told me to hold the Cross for her; I kissed Jesus and then asked her, ‘do you think I am possessed?' She answered no. She told me to place the Cross wherever I wanted on me. I just kept holding Jesus. Then she prayed over me. At the end I gave her a hug, having forgiven her. 

Sister ripped my heart out.

Often we judge people for walking out of the Church. We need to have compassion and mercy and love for them. Something’s break us more than we can ever explain. I now understand and so I write. 

I pray my sweet Jesus for Sr. Cynthia to be forgiven. She does not understand the accusations she threw on my face in Your Holy presence, but I know they hurt Your heart more than they hurt mine. Her words stung my heart and shattered all the trust I had in the goodness of people. She is yours. Help me to overcome and to trust always no matter how people tear me apart, help me to understand that this is in Your will for me. Let me always suffer with You, for this is the privilege that one has in love. I choose to suffer with You to eternity with love. Yours forever. 

On the 15th July, during the retreat, Fr. Ashlyn was conducting the confessional in his office. Lenny (name) called all the ladies and gents at two different times on the Altar to come and touch the Holy Eucharist (during Adoration). He called people to come up and touch the hands and the feet of the Lord. I was the only one who did not. (And I remember Jordan was not there at the time) One lady forced me and later asked me why I did not; I told her we all have our ways of praying to God. I knew if I explained she would not understand. 
We receive communion and that is an extremely intimate moment. It is the same touch at communion or (Holy-Eucharist) during Adoration. Yes it will be unusual if one does not realize that the Body of Christ (during communion) is the same as that which is placed during Adoration. When we go for communion we receive Him, Jesus becomes a part of us as we become a part of Him. 
I think Sister was aware of that day.

Having eyes we do not see and having ears we do not hear.

Day 15th August, 2017.
Assumption of our Lady and Independence Day.
09:30 – Fr. Joe Mass
Prayer Service at St. Joseph.
A person named Agnelo was cured from Cancer. He was in the 4th stage.
Thank You, Abba Father.
Thank You, Jesus.
Thank You, Holy Spirit.

Day 20th August, 2017.
Fr. Daniel’s Birthday!

Day 22nd August, 2017.
Prayer Service at St. Joseph.
In the absence of Fr. Ashlyn(retreat-conducted), the prayer service was held well. The person who leads the prayers and sings was his normal self and that was good and something that I very much appreciate. He has a beautiful loud voice. Touch wood!

Day 26th August, 2017 – My sis-in-law’s Birthday. We had a wonderful time.

Day 29th August, 2017 - There were heavy showers of rain. I asked God what I must do, should I be there. I love heavy showers of rain. I love to walk in the rain. I love walking in clean puddles of water.                                
I have never backed down from a difficult situation. So I was quiet open to be going, knowing full well that if God’s will was in what I need to do, then there is nothing to fear. The Spirit of God told me that when my cousin talks to me of the prayer service and advice's me not to go, I must obey. I ask what if he doesn’t then can I come? God tells me he will ask. So I listen to what God tells me to do. At 5:00 pm it stopped raining and then God tells me, I did not want you to go. I know you could but you didn’t. And I understood it was my test on obedience.

In almost anything I do, watch a movie, listen to the Gospel in the Church or hear a character name, in a day, these days I will come across the name ‘Jordan’ and since the feeling is always good, I know there is something the Holy Spirit is telling me and it is all Jordan. And since the reminder is always to write, I write in obedience to the Great Spirit of God.

Day 02nd September, 2017. – 1st Saturday, Our Lady of Fatima.

I could not catch the name of the Priest who celebrated the mass today. He celebrates the Malayalam mass and he was so happy that after 5 years he got to celebrate mass in English at the Hope Centre. He had a beautiful smile on his face; he was kind with his words and loving in the way he spoke.

I enjoyed the celebration of the mass. The Gospel was on the Talents. Fr. spoke on how we must pray the ‘Our Father’ with meaning and especially the First two words with a true understanding of what it means and who the words refer to.

I wished to en-quire with regards to ‘Fr. Ashlyn’s absence’ but the Spirit of God advised me not to ask anyone. When leaving for the station on our way home this lady I was talking to, told me that she had come for the first time and wanted to meet Fr. Ashlyn and was taken by surprise that Fr. Ashlyn was not present. She then told me that Fr. Ashlyn had not come because he was unwell. I did not start the conversation or in any way ask the question. I got my answer.
She continued with talking and told me that whenever she takes the effort to do something it never happens. I told her could it be that Jesus wants you to come again. She travelled from Mahim. I told you could come again the next month. She said that’s too long. Then I told of St. Joseph’s school Chapel, I told her that there is a healing service from 3:30-5:30, why don’t you come for that. You can meet Fr. Ashlyn there.
She wanted to know how Fr. Ashlyn is? He is simple I explained. I told her come on Tuesday you will get to know and meet him. 

Day 03rd September, 2017 – 10:15 am Fr. Daniel
There were reservation markers as usual for the Confirmation students and understandably so but when I saw markers on the 3 front rows of the second-left column, I went and sat behind. I don’t think even Fr. Daniel was aware of those and hence he makes the announcement for people to come in front.
I love sitting in front but God has to will it for me.

Day 05th September, 2017. – Tuesday - Fr. Melroy.
Prayer Service at St. Joseph.

Day 06th September, 2017 – Fr. Joe’s Birthday.

Just some days back, I was looking at my brother’s handwritten notes-his small blue book. Every time I read I hope that there is something which I may have missed out some other time. And there was this neatly folded page – a fold made in the shape of a Triangle. I always saw it and never thought much, but on this day I was encouraged by God to open the page. The title for the page is ‘Miracles’ and he has mentioned them numerically and with date and year. After reading it I cried for a few moments, because I never realized this is something we had in common and because I admire his Faith. I will mention his last sentence on the page here, “...To do my internship in the name of Lord Jesus Christ. (I want to know Christ and the power of His resurrection.)”

Day 7th September, 2017. – 07:30 am Fr. Alvaro
This lady comes and tells me how I must receive communion in the line itself. I always thought she was a quiet lady. She wears a veil, always in Jeans and never talks with anybody. But, I was wrong again.
Interesting fact, I am the most wretched of all, I am dirt. The focus when one comes to Church should be the celebration of the mass, the Priest, the focus of vision must be the Altar and nothing else must ever matter. This is not the first woman who has tried to tell me things. 
My focus is the Priest-Jesus during the celebration of the mass and my area of view is the Altar. I may get distracted for a second but I don’t want to watch anyone else, when my King is right in front of me. Why should I?

Months back, one lady sitting next to me asked me to go on a walk together the both of us to Mt. Mary, while praying the Rosary. I told her it is difficult for me to walk up. Then she told me how about the both of us walk to St. Peter’s and back while praying the Rosary. I told her I am sorry. Thank God she did not get upset.

This is not what life should be like. This is not the way. Prayer is our conversation with God. We need the grace of God.

Day 8th September, 2017. – Happy Birthday, Mama Mary.
I am very sorry for I am a wretch.

Today, my mom had a tough day. I thank God that my mom is safe.
My cousin had a severe fever 102+. I thank God for watching over my family.
I thank you Mama Mary, for keeping us under your mantle of protection.

Day 10th September, 2017. – 10:15 am Fr. Reuben.
Fr. Reuben spoke on correction with Compassion. It was nice.

Day 17th September, 2017. – 10:15 am Fr. Daniel.
Fr. Daniel in his homily spoke on forgiveness. It was fantastic.

I was very sick at the time. I am down with a fever after ages. 

I have taken a week to have this topic posted (completed date 12/09/17). Not because it was not completed but because I waited on God. 

We have so many walls build in between us that the way to reach one another is very limited or non-existent. This is what I want for each one of us-where there is a wall-to mentally build a ladder so as to climb. You have to know that God makes no distinction. He sees no differences between any of His Children. He loves us all. 
Therefore it is up to us to remember that it is for each one of us that God sent His only Beloved Son to be crucified, so that through His death, there would be no wall – we would all rise to Eternal Glory.
Come as you are, Jesus does not watch what fashion label you wear and how you wear it. He looks at the love in your heart that brought you to come to visit Him? COME!
Do not worry about how, what or why? Let God in and let Him take care of you and me? Everything will follow automatically. COME and see!

The Priest breaks the Host (The Body of Christ) which signifies that as Jesus breaks Himself, so must the Priest in service to all. The Priest is Jesus.
And we must break ourselves to each other and to all. We must break free from all our pride, ego and hypocrisy. We must empty everything of ourselves and allow Christ to fill us completely.
When all of me has ceased to exist, then all of God can come in and do His will. Amen.

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Hail, 'Full of Grace.' 

With all my Love,
For Love Prevails!

PRAYER: Abba, Father, keep me obedient and always faithful. Remember, this your servant.
Mama Mary keep me humble, I pray. Amen.

Prayer for the souls in PURGATORY:- Our Lord dictated the following prayer to St. Gertrude the Great to release 1,000 Souls from Purgatory each time it is said.
"Eternal Father, I offer Thee the Most Precious Blood of Thy Divine Son, Jesus, in union with the masses said throughout the world today, for all the holy souls in Purgatory, for sinners everywhere, for sinners in the universal church, those in my own home and within my family. Amen."